Bah.

Diwali. Is. Over. -.-

Gosh. I want those crackers bursting all over again. O.o 

Todaaaaayy,My best friend gave me this lecture on self esteem. -.- 

And. I felt like drowning myself into a mud pool. :| 

I think I need more self-esteem. [Check] 

I think I need a break from over-thinking. [Check] 

And a break from cheesiness. [Check] 

And. I need a Nintendo DS [Check]

Along with a Kinedo. [Check] :D 

And this list continues. O.o 

Ttyl. :D 

Ciao. :*

Sorray!

I was not in a state to post anything since the last week. -.-
Sorry. :|
Life sucks.
People in it. Suck More. :)

So, It's Diwali! :D
Pathaaakeeey. *Dances*
I looveee crackkeerrsss. :D
and Teen Patti. B|
Paisa bolta hai. xP

Yo Man. \m/

Because My Life's a Puzzle,With the Pieces Torn Away. O.o

As she stand ashore of the noisy sea,
The wind blows, The air fragnanted,
The waves are playing,
The day is Sunny. 
people chattering,She dances along.
The smile painted on her face 
And the bliss smoked upon her heart.
The song written on her mind,
But. There's something missing. 
Something which breaks the smile,As she stand ashore of the noisy sea,
The wind blows, The air fragnanted,
The waves are playing,
The day is Sunny. 
people chattering,She dances along.
The smile painted on her face 
And the bliss smoked upon her heart.
The song written on her mind,
But. There's something missing. 
Something which breaks the smile,
Brushes away the bliss, 
And does not let the rythym of the song cherish her sunny days. 
Something that does not let her find peace in the sun, 
But in solitude,Darkness,Darknights. 
something that makes her feel like she's in a quiet dungeon,
Even when her earphones are bursting. 

She observes the Evanthe, 
The white shows calm and peace on the outside,
But the Mustard within depicts the pain. 
She touches the thorns of a rose, 
And she's so torn apart,that she cannot gather the strength to feel the abysmall and mysteriously soothing touch of the petals.
the smell of the burning grass,
Doesn't let herself gather up to Wait along to observe the aromic garden. 

Because her mind's tied up in the memories of the days,
When the sun conquered her heart and the nights were when her soul rested. :) 

Blah.

I have no idea what to write about.
From the past few days. Actually Many days. I've been feeling like a  failure.

Yes. Like that.

EXACTLY like that.
I feel as if I'm gonna die alone. -.-
Yeah man. Non sense.
But that's how I feel. :|

Gosh. Hail Me and my lonliness.

Because new hopes set in.

When your heart halts,
And you know nothing's going to be the same.
And the back of your knees hurt,
And your heart feels the pain.

When you know the dark's too think to let the light in,
And the despair's unbearable.
When the clouds above,
Just never settle down.
The Tornado befront,
Is not yet to calm down.

When the pulse of your beat is just no more like it was,
And the way to Paradise is rocky as it never was.
You still feel there's light.
The hope which can come in.
Because no way's that tough,
No heart's that weak,
No Love's so strong,
No feelings beneath. ;)

Because new hopes DO set in,
And the skies do clear in.
Because no sun can take down your wrath,
And no skies can fly far away to let you run out the math. :D

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Well, I don't care if it doesn't relate.
I love to monitor sunsets and watch clouds. (:

It's better off without a title.

Well, My life's a twirl. 

I have friends bitching about me, 

People setting me up. [ -.- ] 

People who just don't get enough of my banging and want it again again. 

And those who just never think of me as anything. (: 

Yes. Mostly the one's mentioned at the last point. 

They just don't get it. Not that I expect anyone to get what I say. :P 

But, it's enough. Sometimes I'm just tired of all this shit and all the confrontations. All the girlie issues. The So called 'teenage phase'. >.< 

Or whatever. ~.~ 

But yeah, Sometimes people just think they can come to me. Blurt out whatever they want to. And just get away with it? :\ 

And All I'll do is listen and wont react. 

Like i'm the godly saint of the cathedral of inglorious morons. [Yeah. Right] 

Because they just don't get one fact in life.

' EVERY action has an equal and opposite reaction. ;) '

Thankyou,Newton. :D 

Because of you. My stupid moves are justified are in a fair way. 

All Hail Newton. 

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As is see you flap your wings,

going through the flow of young winds.

I see you smile in ur soul,

watch you go,go towards home. :) 

I see you show me free will,
make me realise the breeze up hill.
I want to live like butterfly,spread my wings and celebrate my joy..
Give me wings ti escape this cage,
Give me strenght to fight this stage.
Give me my wings and i will fly before you say 1.2.3.4.
I'm just a little girl who says 'I want some more'. (: 

Understanding life is out of my league. O.o

Just when you start to live, 

Start to breathe in,

Start to learn to smile, 

The storm comes in and tells you can't win. 

Just when your heart feels right,

Your laugh grows louder,

Your heart pumps faster,

The sea sinks in and teaches you not to ponder. 

When you realize your life has a pocket full of sunshine,

Your day's got a sun, 

And the clouds disperse higher,

The void tells you, there's nothing you've won. 

When scratched knees heal,

And melted tears soak,

Broken hearts come for you,

Time just hides ways with a cloak. 

Because your life's all about twists that shake you,

Turns that change you,

Moments that stay with you,

And things you don't understand, neither do you never learn to.