Hi! :P

It's been a long time since I've posted anything. :O
And I don't have anything to write about even now. -.-

I'm just thinking about the new year. :)
And the thought of it. Scares me.
Yes it does.
Two zero one zero.
The most amazingly disgusting year of my life,
Where I did stuff i never thought I will.
I learned stuff.
I met people. Amazing people. :)
And i lost the best of my friends.
But at the end of it.
It was memorable.
[even though it was the worst year of my life.]

With hopes I know are too high.
And with expectations I know the year won't stand.
Two thousand eleven. I'm waiting. :')

What do you guys feel about it? D:
My feelings bad. But I want it to be good. :)

And. Don't forget.
2012. Twelvth December. Twelve bajke Tewlve minutes and Twelve seconds par.
We all are going to die. *Dramatic music*
So live it up, And Drink it down. ;)

Ciao! x

Ripiti-Rapiti-Boom!

I'm just plain bored. -.-

My exams just got over.I went shopping with a friend today. :O
The guy I like doesn't like me back. Or he does? Or he's just plain playing. -.-
But BOY. He's a charmer. :P
And i can't stop being girlie about it. And it's annoying. :|
I've lost all the expression I had for literature, i think. -.-

 My followers don't bother commenting on the crap I write.
Wait. how many are they? Seven.
I see.

ciao for now,people.
ttyl. x

Dreams. (:

What are dreams about?
Are they just the depiction of our sub-conscious mind?
Or is it something more than that?
More than just an illusionated world?
More than what we think about how our world should be?

Well, they mean a lot to me. (:
I don't live what I dream. That would make me dreamy. O.o
But, I feel dreams are much more than what a common man interprets it to be.
Dreams, ironical to the common phenomena,Don't make you go nearer to what you have to achieve. They take you farther away. :)
Yes, they do.
Someone once said- " Dreams are not a cage you can use to escape from the cruelties of reality, If you want to achieve your goal. Stop Dreaming." (:

Because dreams show you paths, Which are unconstructable. Untravelled. And maybe. Uncommutable. :)
So do dream on. But don't live in dreams.
Because that's not what your sub-conscious mind thinks.
It's what your sub-conscious mind wants YOU to think. ;)

Ciao. x

Lucky. :D

Rules:

■Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, IPOD etc. on shuffle.

■For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

■YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. If someone asks you, “are you okay” you say:

Hot n'Cold-Katty Perry

[?]

2. How would you describe yourself ?

My heart will go on-Celine Dion. 

[ O.o ]

3. What do you like in a guy/girl ?

Drop The World-Lil Wayne.

[ xD ]

4. How do you feel today ?

Away From The Sun-3 Doors Down. 

[ It's not sunny today,so yeah. :P ]

5. What is your life’s purpose ?

LOL- NeverShoutNever! 

[ True that. ;) ]

6. What’s your motto ?

Beautiful- Jason Mraz. 

[ Err..? ]

7. What do your friends think of you ?

I'll do anything-Jason Mraz

[ I am the crazy one. So probably this makes sense. :P ]

8. What do your parents think of you?

beautiful Eyes-Taylor Swift.

[ Ooooo ] 

9. What do you think of often ?

Gyosy-shakira. 

[ I see. O.o ]

10. What is 2 + 2 ?

Here we go again- Paramore. 

[ I'm suck of nursery, so yeah. :P ]

11. What do you think of your best friend ?

Anything but Ordinary- Avril Lavinge.

[ So True. :O ]

12. What is your life story ?

Defying Gravity-Glee. 

[ Wow. O.o ]

13. What do you want to be when you grow up ?

I've got Nerve-Miley cyrus. 

[ xP]

14. What do you think when you see the person you like ?

Total Eclipse Of The Heart-Glee. 

[ Wow. Talk about accuracy. ;) ]

15. What will you dance to at your wedding 4th anniversary?

The Only Exception-Paramore. 

[I won't mind. ]

16. What will they play at your funeral ?

When You're Gone-Avril

[WOW. :O]

17. What is your hobby/interest ?

Jesus of Suburbia- Greenday

[O.o]

18. What is your biggest fear ?

California Girls-Katty Perry.

[ xD ]

19. What is your biggest secret ?

Imma be-Black Eyed Peas.

[ Hahahaha. ]

20. What do you want right now ?

Stupid girl-Garbage. 

[ Gay. :O ]

21. What do you think of your friends?

Kiss Me-Avril.

[ Blah.]

22. When you want to rush to the toilet, what do you think ?

eenie Meenie-Justin Bieber.

[ xD xD ]

23. Person you hate the most is in front of you, what will you tell the person ?

Beautiful,Dirty,Rich-Lady Gaga. 

[ Definitely not. -.-]

24. You have just won a lottery. What will you sing? 

Shake Your Pom Pom- Step up 2. 

[Most likely to. ;) ]

25. What will you post this as?

Lucky- Colbie Calliat. 

[ well,okay. :P]

Life : A Rolling Stone. (=

Scratched knees that had to kneel,
fights with friends, My tears could feel,
Lightning Candles, To collecting ashes,
Happy Smiles, to swollen lashes.
Times of joy, to play with the toy,
Became times in wonder,
My mind DOES ponder.
Running in fields so open and wild,
Hiding in sheds with hearts so mild.

The Years that grew,
The things I knew,
The tears that grow,
The pain they show.
The heart that's weakened,
the smiles that tightened,
he nights with the moon,
The clouds in gloom.
The time just flows,
my mind just knows.

The months that changed,
My mind seemed caged.
I feel stronger,
but it took longer.
My life just went,from Earth to Sea,
The people around, Bear with Me.

These increasing days,
changed the way the wind sways.
These ageing wines,
deafened my whines.
I used to mourn, About me changing,
But now i've grown,
In time, to start pretending. (=


P.S- I know I'm a lazy blogger. :P
I thought I've posted enough of my regular day crap.
But then this struck me. :)

Da-Clink! :D

I love my life. :o

It is so full of draaamaaa. :D
SEXAY drama. ;)

First. I get lectured on being cheesy. Then. I hit myself for obsessing like a girl. O.o
And later. My dad gives me a loooonnnngggg hearing on 'Teenage obsesssion for boyfriends.'
Wow. i mean. WOW. :o

My dad has a LOT of capacity. O.o
Anyways.
I'm wearing weird clothes. xP
PJs with Elephants on it. Ha! B|

And. I wrote fiction. :o
That also about a guy who's on drugs.
I am SO kewl. \m/

Ciao people. :P
I don't have much to write today.

Bah.

Diwali. Is. Over. -.-

Gosh. I want those crackers bursting all over again. O.o 

Todaaaaayy,My best friend gave me this lecture on self esteem. -.- 

And. I felt like drowning myself into a mud pool. :| 

I think I need more self-esteem. [Check] 

I think I need a break from over-thinking. [Check] 

And a break from cheesiness. [Check] 

And. I need a Nintendo DS [Check]

Along with a Kinedo. [Check] :D 

And this list continues. O.o 

Ttyl. :D 

Ciao. :*

Sorray!

I was not in a state to post anything since the last week. -.-
Sorry. :|
Life sucks.
People in it. Suck More. :)

So, It's Diwali! :D
Pathaaakeeey. *Dances*
I looveee crackkeerrsss. :D
and Teen Patti. B|
Paisa bolta hai. xP

Yo Man. \m/

Because My Life's a Puzzle,With the Pieces Torn Away. O.o

As she stand ashore of the noisy sea,
The wind blows, The air fragnanted,
The waves are playing,
The day is Sunny. 
people chattering,She dances along.
The smile painted on her face 
And the bliss smoked upon her heart.
The song written on her mind,
But. There's something missing. 
Something which breaks the smile,As she stand ashore of the noisy sea,
The wind blows, The air fragnanted,
The waves are playing,
The day is Sunny. 
people chattering,She dances along.
The smile painted on her face 
And the bliss smoked upon her heart.
The song written on her mind,
But. There's something missing. 
Something which breaks the smile,
Brushes away the bliss, 
And does not let the rythym of the song cherish her sunny days. 
Something that does not let her find peace in the sun, 
But in solitude,Darkness,Darknights. 
something that makes her feel like she's in a quiet dungeon,
Even when her earphones are bursting. 

She observes the Evanthe, 
The white shows calm and peace on the outside,
But the Mustard within depicts the pain. 
She touches the thorns of a rose, 
And she's so torn apart,that she cannot gather the strength to feel the abysmall and mysteriously soothing touch of the petals.
the smell of the burning grass,
Doesn't let herself gather up to Wait along to observe the aromic garden. 

Because her mind's tied up in the memories of the days,
When the sun conquered her heart and the nights were when her soul rested. :) 

Blah.

I have no idea what to write about.
From the past few days. Actually Many days. I've been feeling like a  failure.

Yes. Like that.

EXACTLY like that.
I feel as if I'm gonna die alone. -.-
Yeah man. Non sense.
But that's how I feel. :|

Gosh. Hail Me and my lonliness.

Because new hopes set in.

When your heart halts,
And you know nothing's going to be the same.
And the back of your knees hurt,
And your heart feels the pain.

When you know the dark's too think to let the light in,
And the despair's unbearable.
When the clouds above,
Just never settle down.
The Tornado befront,
Is not yet to calm down.

When the pulse of your beat is just no more like it was,
And the way to Paradise is rocky as it never was.
You still feel there's light.
The hope which can come in.
Because no way's that tough,
No heart's that weak,
No Love's so strong,
No feelings beneath. ;)

Because new hopes DO set in,
And the skies do clear in.
Because no sun can take down your wrath,
And no skies can fly far away to let you run out the math. :D

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Well, I don't care if it doesn't relate.
I love to monitor sunsets and watch clouds. (:

It's better off without a title.

Well, My life's a twirl. 

I have friends bitching about me, 

People setting me up. [ -.- ] 

People who just don't get enough of my banging and want it again again. 

And those who just never think of me as anything. (: 

Yes. Mostly the one's mentioned at the last point. 

They just don't get it. Not that I expect anyone to get what I say. :P 

But, it's enough. Sometimes I'm just tired of all this shit and all the confrontations. All the girlie issues. The So called 'teenage phase'. >.< 

Or whatever. ~.~ 

But yeah, Sometimes people just think they can come to me. Blurt out whatever they want to. And just get away with it? :\ 

And All I'll do is listen and wont react. 

Like i'm the godly saint of the cathedral of inglorious morons. [Yeah. Right] 

Because they just don't get one fact in life.

' EVERY action has an equal and opposite reaction. ;) '

Thankyou,Newton. :D 

Because of you. My stupid moves are justified are in a fair way. 

All Hail Newton. 

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As is see you flap your wings,

going through the flow of young winds.

I see you smile in ur soul,

watch you go,go towards home. :) 

I see you show me free will,
make me realise the breeze up hill.
I want to live like butterfly,spread my wings and celebrate my joy..
Give me wings ti escape this cage,
Give me strenght to fight this stage.
Give me my wings and i will fly before you say 1.2.3.4.
I'm just a little girl who says 'I want some more'. (: 

Understanding life is out of my league. O.o

Just when you start to live, 

Start to breathe in,

Start to learn to smile, 

The storm comes in and tells you can't win. 

Just when your heart feels right,

Your laugh grows louder,

Your heart pumps faster,

The sea sinks in and teaches you not to ponder. 

When you realize your life has a pocket full of sunshine,

Your day's got a sun, 

And the clouds disperse higher,

The void tells you, there's nothing you've won. 

When scratched knees heal,

And melted tears soak,

Broken hearts come for you,

Time just hides ways with a cloak. 

Because your life's all about twists that shake you,

Turns that change you,

Moments that stay with you,

And things you don't understand, neither do you never learn to.

Yeah. I do think about Guys when I'm flying. :P

Note. I'm new to blogging. Plus I'm prone to writing stuff that rules the world of non-sensible matter and I do stuff others just hate. ;) 

So, Get the picture? 

First of all, I have no idea what i'm just going to write about. o.O 

So,Yeah. I've just reached USA And Since i've sat in the plane. I'm thinking about one thing and that thing only.

 Guys. 

I don't care about how silly and girlie I sound write now. But yeah. Because, My so called past. (Which doesn't actually exist) is all about me saying no to all the guys who've um,asked me out? -.-
People actually think I'm afraid of getting myself into something like a relationship. So I thought I better reveal it in my blog. That It's not fear which just keeps me from getting close to someone. 

It's actually the thought that there's actually no point of all this,is it? 

Sometimes I feel like i should get in a relationship with a guy i know. Sometimes I just puke at the thought of it. 

Sometimes I think there's nothing bad in having a boyfriend. Having someone close. O.o 

And sometimes I think I have enough friends. 

It's not that i'm not attracted to boys or anything. ~.~ 

It's just that I pull myself from doing anything like that, For NO.FUCKING.REASON. :| 

Because Sometimes I really do get myself thinking about how I wont mind a friend who is ready to get together at any time becoming my boyfriend. And the other times. I just don't want to think about it. -.- -.- -.-

Sometimes I think it's because of the amount of heart-broken girlfriends and betraying boyfriends I've come across. About how unfaithful and trust-breaking guys are. In many cases, The girls are too. 

It's maybe because of my tendency to take things seriously and thinking about it again and again and just never letting the thought go? 

About how I just can't trust anybody because of the things going around. The fact that inspite of convincing myself that I don't think all guys are alike, I DO think all of them are the same. Noone can be trusted. Atleast in my NeverNeverLand of Distrustful bastards and cheating morons. ;) 

And at other times. I feel like I HAVE to take risks Because what's life without some adventure. xP 

And yeah. Also the fact that I don't believe in love. Yeah. I said the word. 'LOVE'.

Because on the face, Everybody's like 'I love you forever' and then you find them sleeping with someone else the next hour. -.- 

Maybe because I haven't felt it and don't believe it's anything more than the work of Phenilythymine in the brain cells which attracts us to the other sex through chemical reactions in our sanity stabilising Medular Sheath. O.o

I have no idea if guys find me attractive or not. Neither do I have an idea what's get them into asking me out. Even though only three have done it till now. I do wonder about it whenever I don't have materialistic stuff to think about. *Yawn* 

Because,whenever my mind is convinced about some guy i'm attracted to. Something or the other just changes the course of events. :\

Maybe I'm just not ready. Or just confused. Or just don't get guys I think are worth to be with? Or my hopes are too high. -.- 

Maybe I only fall for guys who are already taken. O.o 

Or Maybe I'm too young. :| 

Or whatever. I don't know what's the reason. -.- 

It's just disturbing and keeps coming back to my mind like some wind flowing across grass stealing away the scent and just not anyone get the idea that the fragnance ever existed. (: 

So yeah. I know it seems like I don't have other things to do. But If you ever put yourself in my situation. You may understand. :P  

I'm done. ;) :D

Ciao,Everyone. ;) 

Yeah man. I'm done. O.o 

Just a bit of nonsense,for now. :P

Haaaiye. ;) 
Look who's new to blogging? *Points at herself* 
Well, I know I'm a bit Excited for this thing. :P 
but yeah. I've been planning it for quite a while now. :D 

I'll start? 
I'm not here to write about how you should live your life. Or to tell anyone anything. 
I'm just here because i like the idea of blogging. 
About sharing life experiences. :) 
Well, i haven't lived my life for so long. But yeah. In these fourteen fantabulous years, I've had - Overexcited people ,Girlie people, Full Of Attitude people, kiddishly Dumb people, Wannabees, The People who are actually cool to hang out with, The people who want too much from life, The philosophical ones, The I-Love-My-life kinda people, The Amazing depressed 'I-Hate-My-Life' kinda people, The lam ones, The show-offs, The helpful ones, The overprtective one's, Gays ( :P ) And People Like me Who don't fit in one category. xD 
Yes, I've had it all. :) 
I wont say there's nothing more to life. But I think I've had experiences worth re-living and will keep having many. (: 

So yeah, I'm done for now. :P 
P.s- Did I mention This space will have boring and lame and stupid poetry along with amazingly ridiculous philosophical and somewhat non-sense stuff? ;) 
P.P.S- If you have the capacity to digest it all. I don't mind. :D 

Ciao,People! :D
*Waves hand* 
P.S- Believe me, I'm not so cheerfull and dumb and girlie normally. O.o